Nothing too excited happened this week, but I had a eye opening experience so pls pls read the spiritual thought.
First: an old lady asked me to buy bread for her, because she was too tired to walk so I attempted but they didnt have the bread she wanted

Second: ive been teaching a English class every thursday and thats pretty dope
Third: LISTEN TO DALLIN H. OAKS FAMILY TALK, its very amazing and I love it
Fourth: We met this amazing Lady named Luzmaria and she is very interested in the Gospel so stay tuned for her
Fifth: Took two temple trips in 1.5 weeks (one was baptisms with the ward the other was endowments with the zone for p-day which was today)
Sixth: This random kid came up to me at the temple and started chatting with me and I absolutely loved it, he is 7 years old and I loved every second of it (these moments have been my favorite in the mission so far)
Seventh: I ate soup at the temple with a whole chicken foot (see google photos) so thats pretty cool
Eighth: My stomach has been hurting really bad and stinging and I think its because of food from Sunday (won't go too much detail because whats the point)
Ninth: Everytime I try and pray in english I keep saying words in spanish on accident, my brain is lost now and im slowly converting to spanish only sooo that's chill
Tenth: As I wrote this some guy was blasting "Stan" By Eminem so I hope hes ok and I wonder if he even understands the meaning of the song

Eleventh: Don't wanna say too much but my companion is going through it, so I took it upon myself to sacrifice personal things from my life to become a more consecrated missionary, in hopes of helping him enjoy his mission more. And so far it has been really good and my lessons have been more powerful
A little more on this

so basically like I said i decided to become even more consecrated and in doing so hoping he would enjoy his mish more. And I am also receiving the benefits I am seeing. Last night at our last lesson, at the end I bore my testimony, and I said things I didnt think to say, (this lady is very close to baptism and her daughter is ready, the mom just has a few more questions) but I was doing my usual testimony, but then I started promising in the name of Jesus Christ, this gospel WILL change her life, and will help her with family and work problems. I have no clue what is going on with her life im just a missionary, but I knew i needed to say that and I started to tear up a bit while saying that and even while writing this now and thinking about it I tear up, because this gospel has the power to do marvelous things and can change lives. So we will see how she feels about baptism these next coming weeks (I figured out missionaries have been teaching her for 10 months now) sooo this will be a miracle.
But anyways now onto the best part of this weeks email
Spiritual Thought



: This week was kinda hard to feel the spirit not gonna lie. With me being sick, me and my comp having our differences, and just my thoughts in general, and I needed to know, how can I feel the spirit through good times and bad times, and just have the guide with me at all times and whether or not its my head giving me the answer or whether its Heavenly Father. Luckily my friend Seth (Elder Nielson) helped answer this question for me. Before I begin this is why relationships are the most valuable thing to me and this is one way I feel the spirit is through others and their experiences. He had a similar question, but we received different and unique answers to our questions. I learned a very powerful lesson through a devotional by David A. Bednar called "That We Might Not Shrink" (thanks again Seth for sending me this

). He asks, "can we drink the bitter cup, and not become bitter?" Or another one was "Do we have faith not to be healed?" In our life we know it is easy to have faith when life is good and we know God is there watching us, but what about when life hits us in the face and we drink that bitter cup? Do we have that same faith knowing God is there watching over us, and that God has eternal perspective for all of us? The second question is from a story (from the same devotional) when Elder Bednar not knowingly beforehand asks a newlywed husband "i know you have faith to be healed and thats amazing, but what if God doesnt heal you? What if he needs you now in Heaven to preach to his children to him? Do you have that same faith?" This opened up my eyes these past two days and it made me reflect. Yah I know God is with me throughout the mission and he protects me, but I need to realize that trials need to happen, because God wants them to, he wants us to grow, and we need to realize that God has a eternal perspective, our loving, all powerful, merciful Heavenly Father knows exactly what we need to grow and knows how to mold us, we just need to be able to drink that bitter cup and not become bitter, and the best part is we have infinite chances to try and try again because of repentance. So far this mission has taught me that I need to look unto God at all times, and I need to keep looking unto him whenever life gets difficult, because thats my time to lean on Heavenly Father. As for the other question about whether its my head or the spirit im still working on that, so stay in touch for that. But I recommend all of you listen to that devotional, it is so so good
I love all of you, and hope you guys had a splendid week (I swear emails wont always be this long) but let me know what you think of the spiritual thought, because it hit me like a truck
From, The Elder with the best tie collection
Here's the link to the devotional


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That We Might “Not … Shrink” (D&C 19:18)
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Here's a pic of me talking to the chibolo (slang for kid)