91 ?YA FLUIDO?
So the title means already fluent? And to answer that title, no im not but we are getting there
. This week was super rough im not gonna lie to yall, hardest week by far. Sickness (as I said thursday) and I had to sacrifice a lot of things that I did not want to sacrifice, my 40 days is rough, and I finally broke down because I miss my family so much, and its just difficult. But let me tell yall now it was soooo worth it. This week while I was sick and struggling I learned 2 very important lessons and im glad I didnt just take my trials and sulk and not learn anything. First I learned "how to get lost in the work" everyone always tells me "oh if you want to enjoy your mission more or have it go by fast, get lost in the work." But I never knew how, but I finally learned, to get lost is to put all wordly things behind me and soley focus on missionary work and helping others, yah it sounds simple when I type it out but I couldn't figure it out for the life of me, I just have to be a missionary for 2 years and only focus on that and its gotten better ill say, I now know what I need to do throughout the weeks to better help myself. And the other lesson is follow promptings, and how to just feel better in general. I realize that all good thoughts come from God and that I need to follow everything God tells me because he has an eternal map layed out for me and I need to listen to his directions, no matter how hard. It is also easier said than done, and even though I gave up these things I feel better and more at peace because I followed God and his will, and if I want to enjoy my mission more I need to follow his will. If I get lost in the work and receive more promptings and listen to those promptings I will be better off and be happier. The only left on my mind is family and praying that all of them are doing ok, I miss them dearly and I hope and pray nothing bad happens to them while im gone and its been occupying my mind a lot and ive been struggling with these thoughts, but I know if I stay lost in the work and do his will then everything will be ok and I won't worry as much anymore. On happier notes I armwrestled my entire zone and beat everyone so thats pretty cool. We also played 11v11 soccer today against another zone and I scored 3 goals sooo im goated. We got transfer news today and im with same comp and same area. And yah I just bought a guitar so if anyone wants to give me some tips and tricks feel free to hit me up. Ive been wanting to learn so I decided since my mom or dad isn't with me to say no I bought one on my own
. So yah give me some advice if you guys have any









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